Deaf Man In A Shteeble Lyrics Lev Tahor

still run through a still

leave for a long journey in search of that in the past that made me happy, I'm tired of traveling but my instinct says do not stop, I still live by other emotions, other people to contend with, other feelings, I need it ... make me feel alive. still here in this city, my mind has stopped, my ego is off .. I wonder where is Antonio, I wonder why I've adjusted to what is not mine, this is not mine, I do not feel more free, I no longer feel the urge to create, implement, to build, also I have got involved from falsehood and hypocrisy, I live in lies, deception, lying to myself first and then to those who love you, all this makes me unhappy, I suffer, I feel misunderstood, in trying to better myself, I just hurt my spirit, my soul, my heart, my body, I settled ,,,,,,, I was wrong. I do not I deserve the best for me is I know things the best for me, I always knew, my goodness and was exploited by those who did not deserve anything, No I can change who I am, I can say no, I can be of more ... more what? '
criticized the hypocrisy and absurdity I've lived with it, surrounded by people who have made their strong point,
I hated falsehood and I am made of it a shield
freedom my motto, and I have denied it
words have become my ramblings.
try to be who they are not just to please others ...
friend who I thought turned out to be deceptive
who dared
cheered me who turned around there was never
who hurt me telling me awake because
not like you think, now I understand

today I speak to myself
now I tell myself that everything is still living,
I'll stop here, I will go ahead

my life will not be limited looking for love, so much desired and never found
a waste of time ... if he should ever get my heart is ready
tovar difficult but that may receive lots of love

but looking around my heart rejoices in the joy I love seeing what is given
there are people who give me joy, happiness
, speaking, listening, love,
apologize because they have to complain that I said I had no one, I was wrong

my dear friends I'm sorry I
are made to take what does not belong to me is due

a promise to myself and who loves me ......
a good night hope to those who love me .....
with the hope that what you want always be realized ...
thanks to those who love me and whom I have wronged twice with
tell if a man is stronger thanks to you ....
night. Antonello.